Donnerstag, 8. März 2012

Fuck yuh.

just wanna go away and let you behind me, so you can spit on my ass, 'cause you wanted it all the time, but never got the chance, 'cause those days I was too weak to go away, but now I am really too strong for you. But now I know I could not make something better, than let you see my back, so I can laugh about you, you motherfckers. I hate all of you, even if I say I like you. If I am honest, I hated you all the time. Those fcking friends are nothing for me but dust in your fcking face, and I know someday you will die, because of them. 'Cause they really do not know the word "friendship", they can not even spell it, but it does not matter. Maybe if they are older, they understand what I am going through. I am going through changes my whole life. I am not grown up. I hope I never will, 'cause I love it to be changed by life and never be the same, 'cause everytime I think I am, what I want to be, I realize, I want to be someone else. My fucking so-to-speak-friends just want to see me going down and never come back, but I will. I will and I'll fuck you all. I do not care about you and your fucking love shit, I do care about life. I really care about deeper shit than your omg-this-is-so-fucking-shit-I-can-not-find-words-to-describe. I spit on you all, 'cause you are nothing and you really mean nothing to me.